perjanjian dengan Tuhan

Hari ini, Rabu, 17 Februari 2010, saya Dinar Rahimita, resmi membuat perjanjian dengan Tuhan.

Tanpa cap, tanpa tanda tangan, hanya kepastian NIAT dari qalbu sang empunya hati (dan Insya Allah) sang Maha Pemberi.

Allah SWT, seandainya Engkau memang Yang Maha DiJunjung, niscaya Engkau tidak akan ingkar janji. (dan gw percaya itu, FULL)

AMIN

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sudah beberapa saat dalam hidup gw, gw sering menangis

yang paling bikin gw bingung, knapa makin kesini gw makin sering nangis ya

tambah gede, hal-hal yang bikin gw nangis malah makin remeh

kehilangan barang inilah, ga dapet tiket itulah, ga jadi ketemu org itulah, ketiduranlah jadi ketinggalan event tertentu

hal-hal remeh yang dulu bahkan ga akan gw peduliin. Paling pol, gw cuma ketawa suram, trus lupa ( I really didn't care bout material stuff nor people back then)

Tapi makin kesini gw makin sering nangis, layaknya anak kecil kalo ga dapet permen

dan tentu saja protesnya paling keras ke si Pemberi Permen

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GUA MAU PULAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUA BENCI KORPORAT KEPA*AT INI
GUA BENCI ORANG2 SINI
GUA BENCI BAHASA SINI
GUA BENCI DIRI GUA SENDIRI YANG ADA DI SINI


DUUUUUUUHHH, TERKUTUKLAH WAHAI ENGKAU 2002!!!!SANG PERUSAK RENCANA!!!


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Dear God,

I know you're up there. And despite that it would be easier to acknowledge you as non-existent, I know that you were there, are there, and will be there.

I have nothing in my life.

And for that, I must thank you.

Working for this sooooo-called company...on ground

Pagi ini, 14 September 2009, 10 menit kemudian

hidup saya sebagai tenaga kerja kantoran dimulai kembali,

walopun untuk sementara hanya akan berlangsung 2 minggu, melihat kondisi permukaan wajah tentu saja

kita lihat dimana gua akan berakhir nantinya